Tuesday, December 4, 2012

REGRET (Fabrevans fanfiction)


REGRET
            Abracadabra. Yes, if only there is a magic nowadays, i bet she would go back to the time when she used to laugh and be cheerful whole day. But, poorly, there is no magic in reality.
            William McKinley High School, still looks crowded with the students activities afterschool, no exception with that blonde girl who sat in the corner room. She packed her bag after she had finished her task, then she went out the class, walked alone through the corridor to the music room, with the scowl in her face. Though she knew that she was late, she still walk slowly.
“I’m sorry i’m late” she said behind the opened door. Everybody was looking at her.
“Go ahead” told Mr. Will, she even floated to the chair beside her firend.
            Even the bright light of that star was about to vanished. Quinn Fabray, the head of cheerleader team in William McKinley High School, or used to call ‘Cheerios’. Blonde hair with a sweet face and flirty smile. She’s every boys’ teenage dream. Who don’t want to be her boyfriend? Exactly all of the WMHS will do everything just to be her boyfriend. But unfortunately, her heart was exactly fall for someone who already hurted by her and he don’t want to comeback along with her. Not the popular talented boy, Finn Hudson. No, he already Rachel’s. He was the transferred student. Sam Evans. Yes, he was Quinn’s boyfriend or exactly Quinn’s ex-boyfriend.
Sam was already sit down in the corner chair in the music room when Quinn entered the room. They were about to hold a choir rehearsal for the William McKinley Festival Week.
“I think we should do this on a group and on a duet” said Mr. Will.
“I will give this chance to Sam and Quinn” Finn replied. “and i think they should singing the song that was they sung together. Lucky” Santana added. “furthermore, they have a strong chemistry” Rachel said with her cheerful face.
“Hell no, we don’t have any chemistry” Quinn yelled, made the whole class looking at her. Then she’s only silent after the people in class was gave her a sight like a “what are you talking about Quinn”. But Mercedes only stood there and just be silence as Quinn did. She have heard about the rumour that Mercedes and Sam are get closer. If she wanted Sam to get back with her. It sounds greedy because it’s like took him from Mercedes, otherwise she was took Finn from Rachel and she was like i don’t care if you’re hurt.
“This is fix, i think you both should have a duet. Rachel and Finn is already a senior. So i thought you will be the next great duet” said Mr. Will.
After the group rehearsal. Quinn and Sam stood in the front of another students in that room. They stood awkwardly. Deep down in her heart, Quinn get kinda very excited of this duet. But she tought this is gonna make her and Sam be more awkward than they used to be. Also Sam, actually maybe he is still in love with Quinn deep in his heart. But only he still hurt so he don’t wanna be related with Quinn anymore, right then.
The music starts playing, Sam started playing his guitar, he sang just like the way he used to sing there is no changes between the way they sing, only they didn’t get their chemistry this time.
“No, this can’t even. Can you guys perform the perfect performance?” Mr. Will said with his dissapointed face. Sam sighed, they sat again to the chair and didn’t talk anything else again.
**
“please Mrs. Sue, give me a chance and a bit longer time” Quinn begged to her cheerleading coach, Mrs. Sue Sylvester. Santana gave her a sarcasm look.
“this is the last chance for you. I won’t give it anymore” Mrs. Sue rolled her eyes, seemed like she’s tired enough to give a chance to the three cheerios more and more. A smile carved in Quinn’s face, she went out from Sue’s room after thanked her for one last chance.
“why the hell you choose the glee over cheerios?” Santana start to yelled but Quinn ignore her.
“Quinn, i can’t believe that you choose Glee over Cheerios” Brittany repeated what has been Santana said.
“just a little bit longer. Please” said Quinn with his miserable face then leave her two friends.
            She decided to went out and going to the coffee store just only to bought a cup of coffee to relaxing herself. The day began dark, night came along with the shining stars in the sky. Quinn still wait a taxi to get home, but then she realized there was someone stood next to her. It’s Sam. She almost freaking out, outside maybe she looked like express the usual expression but down in her heart, she can’t help but smile.
            Sam look right into her beautiful eyes, he also didn’t show any happy expression, he hide his feeling. They still stood in the awkward moment, in the silence and only both of them there, no one else. The wind blowing slowly, there is a desire from their heart to comeback along. Situation suddenly become such as sadly situation.
“I wanna be with you Sam” Quinn automatically said those things. Sam looks surprised.
“Quinn, forget it. Okay?” there is no more chance for me. Quinn whispered in her heart. It was exactly not easy to said “forget it” when you know you still love her, when you know you still wanna try and that’s what Sam feels then.
Her eyes were about to tears, but she hide it from Sam.
            She still remember when she don’t even care about the choir group, when she and the two other entered the Glee club only for being a spy for Sue and for destroyed Glee, but then she realized, because all of them loved and supported her through all the drama, they made her stronger and standing by herself. She can’t even destroy Glee although eventually she will choose Cheerios and come back to there.
**
“Barbie met Ken” that what was Santana said when she was dating Sam. The two blonde, one beautiful and other is looks adorable. They’re perfect in every eay actually.
            Rebound of piano melodies reverb in that room, a blonde girl with her cheer uniform is sat right there, in front of piano and began to play it. She was exactly singing but her mind was blowing up somewhere, she remember those memories were never fade. The first time when she met her Ken. When she helped him to clean up his body from the slushie, when he gave her a promise ring–she actually upset that she didn’t use it anymore-, the first time they do a duet, first time he sang for her, their first date, when they were dating and she certainly cheated on him. She feel sorry about herself, those memories keep staying in her mind and made her exactly about to cry. Plus the reality is when the best part of her was only exist when she with Sam.
“you make it easier when life gets hard” she sang that part with her voice in the throat that start to feel ache. Her eyes began to tears and she cana’t help it anymore but cried.
“lucky i’m in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where i have been, lucky to be coming home again” Quinn feel surprised and she stopped singing when she heard somebody already carry on the song. Guess who? It was Sam sang with his guitar while entered the room. He smiled when he saw Quinn.
They ended the duet then Sam walked and sat beside Quinn.
“Why?” Quinn asked with her confused face.
“I don’t know, i love you” said Sam while he wiped Quinn’s tears.
“but you said i have to forget it” although she was kinda the naugty girl, but this time she showed her innocent face.
“no, don’t. I can’t. I love you so badly. I still wanna try with you, i love you through this all and no matter what” Quinn starts to understood what did Sam said. “otherwise, i want you to be the cheerful Quinn” he added.
Quinn still mused about what just he said. She can’t even believe this, the reality that Sam is still love her and want her so badly. All what crossed in her mind right then is “how can i was cheated on him? He such the best man in my life”
“i didn’t see you were the love of my life and it was kill me. ” Quinn said while she’s sobbing in Sam’s shoulder.
“what the matter now is i’m yours and you’re mine”
No words anymore, Sam grabbed her cheeks and kissed her softly as what they were did.
            God made no mistakes, there is always a way behind every faults that we have made, maybe he sent the right people to make us right. The regret is not enough, you have to fix it and will never repeat it anymore in the future. 


ps: i don't know a lot about glee but i love them, this only fanfiction version of me,sorry if there are some grammatical errors, tee-hee. enjoy ;-)