REGRET
Abracadabra. Yes, if only there is a
magic nowadays, i bet she would go back to the time when she used to laugh and
be cheerful whole day. But, poorly, there is no magic in reality.
William McKinley High School, still
looks crowded with the students activities afterschool, no exception with that
blonde girl who sat in the corner room. She packed her bag after she had
finished her task, then she went out the class, walked alone through the
corridor to the music room, with the scowl in her face. Though she knew that
she was late, she still walk slowly.
“I’m sorry
i’m late” she said behind the opened door. Everybody was looking at her.
“Go ahead” told
Mr. Will, she even floated to the chair beside her firend.
Even the bright light of that star
was about to vanished. Quinn Fabray, the head of cheerleader team in William
McKinley High School, or used to call ‘Cheerios’. Blonde hair with a sweet face
and flirty smile. She’s every boys’ teenage dream. Who don’t want to be her
boyfriend? Exactly all of the WMHS will do everything just to be her boyfriend.
But unfortunately, her heart was exactly fall for someone who already hurted by
her and he don’t want to comeback along with her. Not the popular talented boy,
Finn Hudson. No, he already Rachel’s. He was the transferred student. Sam Evans.
Yes, he was Quinn’s boyfriend or exactly Quinn’s ex-boyfriend.
Sam was already
sit down in the corner chair in the music room when Quinn entered the room. They
were about to hold a choir rehearsal for the William McKinley Festival Week.
“I think we
should do this on a group and on a duet” said Mr. Will.
“I will
give this chance to Sam and Quinn” Finn replied. “and i think they should
singing the song that was they sung together. Lucky” Santana added. “furthermore,
they have a strong chemistry” Rachel said with her cheerful face.
“Hell no,
we don’t have any chemistry” Quinn yelled, made the whole class looking at her.
Then she’s only silent after the people in class was gave her a sight like a “what
are you talking about Quinn”. But Mercedes only stood there and just be silence
as Quinn did. She have heard about the rumour that Mercedes and Sam are get
closer. If she wanted Sam to get back with her. It sounds greedy because it’s
like took him from Mercedes, otherwise she was took Finn from Rachel and she
was like i don’t care if you’re hurt.
“This is
fix, i think you both should have a duet. Rachel and Finn is already a senior. So
i thought you will be the next great duet” said Mr. Will.
After the
group rehearsal. Quinn and Sam stood in the front of another students in that
room. They stood awkwardly. Deep down in her heart, Quinn get kinda very
excited of this duet. But she tought this is gonna make her and Sam be more
awkward than they used to be. Also Sam, actually maybe he is still in love with
Quinn deep in his heart. But only he still hurt so he don’t wanna be related
with Quinn anymore, right then.
The music
starts playing, Sam started playing his guitar, he sang just like the way he
used to sing there is no changes between the way they sing, only they didn’t
get their chemistry this time.
“No, this
can’t even. Can you guys perform the perfect performance?” Mr. Will said with
his dissapointed face. Sam sighed, they sat again to the chair and didn’t talk anything
else again.
**
“please
Mrs. Sue, give me a chance and a bit longer time” Quinn begged to her
cheerleading coach, Mrs. Sue Sylvester. Santana gave her a sarcasm look.
“this is
the last chance for you. I won’t give it anymore” Mrs. Sue rolled her eyes, seemed
like she’s tired enough to give a chance to the three cheerios more and more. A
smile carved in Quinn’s face, she went out from Sue’s room after thanked her
for one last chance.
“why the
hell you choose the glee over cheerios?” Santana start to yelled but Quinn
ignore her.
“Quinn, i
can’t believe that you choose Glee over Cheerios” Brittany repeated what has
been Santana said.
“just a
little bit longer. Please” said Quinn with his miserable face then leave her
two friends.
She decided to went out and going to
the coffee store just only to bought a cup of coffee to relaxing herself. The day
began dark, night came along with the shining stars in the sky. Quinn still
wait a taxi to get home, but then she realized there was someone stood next to
her. It’s Sam. She almost freaking out, outside maybe she looked like express
the usual expression but down in her heart, she can’t help but smile.
Sam look right into her beautiful
eyes, he also didn’t show any happy expression, he hide his feeling. They still
stood in the awkward moment, in the silence and only both of them there, no one
else. The wind blowing slowly, there is a desire from their heart to comeback
along. Situation suddenly become such as sadly situation.
“I wanna be
with you Sam” Quinn automatically said those things. Sam looks surprised.
“Quinn,
forget it. Okay?” there is no more chance for me. Quinn whispered in her heart.
It was exactly not easy to said “forget it” when you know you still love her,
when you know you still wanna try and that’s what Sam feels then.
Her eyes
were about to tears, but she hide it from Sam.
She still remember when she don’t
even care about the choir group, when she and the two other entered the Glee
club only for being a spy for Sue and for destroyed Glee, but then she
realized, because all of them loved and supported her through all the drama,
they made her stronger and standing by herself. She can’t even destroy Glee
although eventually she will choose Cheerios and come back to there.
**
“Barbie met
Ken” that what was Santana said when she was dating Sam. The two blonde, one
beautiful and other is looks adorable. They’re perfect in every eay actually.
Rebound of piano melodies reverb in
that room, a blonde girl with her cheer uniform is sat right there, in front of
piano and began to play it. She was exactly singing but her mind was blowing up
somewhere, she remember those memories were never fade. The first time when she
met her Ken. When she helped him to clean up his body from the slushie, when he
gave her a promise ring–she actually upset that she didn’t use it anymore-, the
first time they do a duet, first time he sang for her, their first date, when
they were dating and she certainly cheated on him. She feel sorry about
herself, those memories keep staying in her mind and made her exactly about to
cry. Plus the reality is when the best part of her was only exist when she with
Sam.
“you make it easier when life gets hard” she sang
that part with her voice in the throat that start to feel ache. Her eyes began
to tears and she cana’t help it anymore but cried.
“lucky i’m in love with my best friend, lucky to have
been where i have been, lucky to be coming home again” Quinn feel
surprised and she stopped singing when she heard somebody already carry on the
song. Guess who? It was Sam sang with his guitar while entered the room. He smiled
when he saw Quinn.
They ended
the duet then Sam walked and sat beside Quinn.
“Why?”
Quinn asked with her confused face.
“I don’t
know, i love you” said Sam while he wiped Quinn’s tears.
“but you
said i have to forget it” although she was kinda the naugty girl, but this time
she showed her innocent face.
“no, don’t.
I can’t. I love you so badly. I still wanna try with you, i love you through
this all and no matter what” Quinn starts to understood what did Sam said. “otherwise,
i want you to be the cheerful Quinn” he added.
Quinn still
mused about what just he said. She can’t even believe this, the reality that
Sam is still love her and want her so badly. All what crossed in her mind right
then is “how can i was cheated on him? He such the best man in my life”
“i didn’t
see you were the love of my life and it was kill me. ” Quinn said while she’s
sobbing in Sam’s shoulder.
“what the matter
now is i’m yours and you’re mine”
No words
anymore, Sam grabbed her cheeks and kissed her softly as what they were did.
God made no mistakes, there is
always a way behind every faults that we have made, maybe he sent the right
people to make us right. The regret is not enough, you have to fix it and will never
repeat it anymore in the future.
